The other night I was at a function to watch a speaker. Before the speaker came on there was a woman who spoke about upcoming events at the place we were gathered. As she spoke I tried to imagine what she was experiencing. I do this from time to time to develop skills for writing and directing. I practice taking the role of other and try to consider as many perspectives as I can from a persons point of view. I feel this is a practice that can help me create and relate to characters and relate to and understand and guide actors.
I began by thinking I need to put myself in the woman’s shoes, but I quickly noticed this was not deep enough. I had to get behind her eyes. See what she was seeing. And this required working through stages, beginning with the obvious physical perspectives. I imagined what the room and all the people looked like from the woman’s angle, height, and distance. She wore glasses so I explored what the room must look like through her lenses. Was there a disconnect between how big things were or how focused things were coming through the lenses as opposed to outside the lenses? Was she aware of it? Does she care?
Then I imagined how she interpreted what she was experiencing by taking the information I could see and creating a possible worldview for her. I could see what color she was, her age, her approximate cultural heritage, her body shape and weight, where she lived, how she dressed, if she wore a wedding ring, the year it is, what some of her interests are based on her attendance at this event and what she said and how she said it.
From there I could also gather information about her behavior and her internal state. The tone of her voice, her facial expressions, her gestures, the ease with which she made eye contact and included the whole room all indicated she was at ease, or at ease with portraying being at ease.
To be more general I went around the 4 quadrants to get a multi-dimensional, and complete, look at this person; making sure to see the interior and exterior of her individual self and the world she inhabits. Granted I could not be 100% precise and it was important for me to know that so as to avoid limiting myself of the possibilities available by seeing all these distinctions. To some extent stereotyping had to be employed but I am okay with that. Sometimes one has to stereotype to develop a picture of another. Besides I hold no judgment of this woman so my stereotyping is no threat to her.
I even was able to look into and include the level to which she may be developed in some regards. Based on her appearance I could tell the approximate fitness and kinesthetic level she was at. Partially based on her being a citizen of the United States I could tell she was probably of a certain level of understanding in regards to technology and complexity. I could determine she had a certain level of cognition. I could even tell she probably did not think that a group of gods lived on a local mountain top and interfering with her life but that she was of a monotheistic bent or even Buddhist, or even another, since she lived in Boulder, Colorado.
Once I gathered this information I really tried to sit and feel what that view out of her eyes must feel like to her. I made sure to discriminate between what she could be feeling and what I would be feeling. But at the same time this is part of the process. I have to put my own experience and interpretations into the equation, but I can determine to what degree from moment to moment. There is a practice in acting called catching a corner. When one is trying to feel an experience one has not had try and catch a corner of that experience by finding something in one’s own experience that could connect. I have never been a woman in her 40’s speaking in front of a group so I have to search my own life and make a connection between my experience and hers. This becomes a multi-layered process of some depth and how deep depends on how deep you want to go or how practiced you are.
This seems like a convoluted endeavor but this entire exploration took about 1 1/2 minutes and only a small portion of what I could know about the woman is explained here. I do have some experience doing this, which may have made the process smoother, but using the 4 quadrant approach does make it easier and faster. Of course I cannot be absolutely sure about what this woman was experiencing that night in front of that group but I was probably pretty close. And if I cannot know at all about something about her I at least know I do not know and I file it as such. And if I was using this exercise to create a character or help an actor or establish a shot list or style or mood of a scene I would be immensely informed; valuably informed.
What I enjoy about the exploration is the way I have to simultaneously employ both my intellect and cognition and ability to feel and connect. I am fully engaged and empowered with a deeper understanding enhancing and intensifying what and how I communicate with other creatives. Also since I cannot be absolutely sure about what this person is experiencing by being aware of the distinctions a wider realm of possibilities become available. I can continue the exploration, further creating histories, experiences and possibilities for story and character.